SICK!!!!

I am sick! I don't know what is going on but I feel like shit. I have not been sleeping very well, and I am just feeling like crud. My body is rejecting just about everything, I am getting terrible headaches and stomach pains. I am just feeling bad right now, and I want to feel better. Lathe is being wonderful and taking great care of me. I don't know what I would do without him right now. He was all concerned and holding me close and taking care of me. It feels good to know that someone loves you and wants to take care of you. He is so wonderful.

On a happier note, I think I have picked out a bridesmaid dress. I went online to David's Bridal and was just kinda looking around and I really like this one dress, and I think that it is the dress I am going to go with.

I'm going to go to bed because I don't feel good and I need my rest. What is better than sleep?

Update....

So, nothing has really been going on.

I am still looking for a job, but nothing so far. I guess the job I am supposed to have will come to me.

Lathe and I registered for our wedding. We spent all last weekend at stores registering. Saturday, we went to Party City to order invitations. Then, we looked at wedding stuff...just to get ideas of favors and flower girl stuff. Then, we went to Michael's and looked at more stuff to compare prices. Then, we went to Kohl's to register, and we registered like crazy. We scanned so many things I don't even what we scanned. Then we went to Erin's very late graduation party....hehe That was fun...the pictures brought back memories.

Sunday, we went to JcPenney's and Macy's and registered some more. I think we registered for almost the same things at all three places, so I am going to go online and fix that.

I am so excited...262 DAYS TO GO!!!! I keep having dreams about it...and they are all good dreams, and funny dreams. I ordered a pizza the other day and the guy called me Mrs. Helms and I really liked that....hehe

I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!

WEDDING STUFF!!!!!!

272 DAYS TO GO!!!!!!

So, I just read Megan's blog, and it got me thinking about wedding stuff again...not that I haven't stopped thinking about it.

First of all, I want to say that I feel so lucky that I have Lathe in my life...he is the best...and he does whatever he can to make me happy. I am so glad that he walked into my life that day, neither of us had a clue that we would be meeting our soul mate. I love the way he makes me laugh, and smile. I love the way that he will always make time for me, and we always have fun together no matter what we do, even if it is just staying home watching movies. I love that from the moment that we met, it was just meant to be. There were sparks and fireworks, and it was just the best moment of my life. I love that I still look at him and get butterflies in my stomach. I love when I look at him and I realize how lucky and blessed I am to have him in my life. I love that I can still look at him and wonder how in the world I got him, and how lucky I am that he was not snagged by some other girl. I love Lathe!

Next, the wedding plans are coming along so great, and I am so happy that it is not stressful and I can actually enjoy this time. I know that a lot of brides stress themselves out around this time, and I am glad that I am not one of those brides. My bridesmaids may kill me if I became a bridezilla...Lathe may kill me too! haha I am working on getting the invitations and then we are going to register somewhere. I don't know where we are going to register yet, but we have a couple places in mind. I have an idea of what I want the bouquets to look like, I just need to get them done the way I want them done....if that is possible. I figured out that Katie (the flower girl) is going to walk down the aisle with a basket that has white and blue petals. I am going to dye some white petals blue.

I am kinda tired of typing right now, so I will add more later....haha

LESS THAN 9 MONTHS TO GO!!!!!!!!!

I need a JOB!

I am in desperate need of a job. I really need some sort of job...part or full time. I am a little desperate. I want to help Lathe pay for this wedding, because we have to pay for it ourselves, and it isn't fair for Lathe to have to do it himself. So, if anyone knows of anything, PLEASE let me know.
Thanks! I am just stressing about it...and it's sucks. I need help!

Busy

So, I didn't get to type much over the weekend, it was kinda a busy weekend.

On Saturday, I went to Megan's for a girl luncheon. There were six of us....Megan, Erin, Bridgette, Caroline, Mollie, and me. We sat down and ate, and caught up. It was so much fun. After that, I went to pick up my baby girl, Katie. Brought her to the house for a little while, and then Diane came and got her a couple of hours later. Meanwhile, Lathe and Bub were working on the Grand Prix GTP. They were all gross and dirty. Then, Lathe and I went to Bassanos for dinner....

Sunday, I got up and went to breakfast at McDonald's with the Ferris'. They are a family from the daycare that I used to work at. We sat there and talked for about an hour or so. It was nice. Then, I got Lathe some food, took it home for him to eat and then we went and picked up the kids. Lathe and Bub worked on the car some more, and Em and I just sat and watched movies. Actually, I kinda slept more than watched. Then, the rest of the family came over and we at hamburger and hotdogs. It was great.

I love my life and my family......

Wedding

Today, I met Megan and Erin at Fazoli's for lunch and then we went to Little Gardens. Megan and Erin wanted to see it. It just made me more excited about getting married. I love Lathe and I am so excited to be his wife. We walked around and picked out areas that would be good for pictures and we kinda planned the setup how I want the reception to work.



Anyway, I need to find a job and it is really stressing me out. I can't figure out what kind of job I want. I can't figure out what to do.


Well, I am on my way to babysit Katie. I love that baby girl!