Just some thoughts...

So, Holiday season is coming up. With not having a job, there is very little income coming in as so shopping is a little harder. haha I have been job searching like crazy....and have applied for more jobs that I can count. It sucks getting rejected.

Everything for the wedding is done, planning is done and over with and I am so glad. I could not be more relaxed and not stressed about the most important day of my life. I am going to start taking prenatal vitamins to get my body ready for having a baby. We aren't going to start trying until after we are married, though. I also picked out my dress a little over a month ago, it gorgeous and it's a size 4, which surprised me.

I am stressing over some drama right now. Involving my ex, not going to get into that right now, but I just want it to be over with. I want him and his family out of my life.

Katie boo just turned 1, and I can't believe it. She wasn't to excited about the whole cake and everything. I think she was overwhelmed with all the people and toys all in her face. She is growing up so fast.

Lathe and I are great, he is working like crazy and I hate the time we are apart, but I love the time we share together. He is my everything and I love him so much. I am so grateful for him and everything he has done for me.

199 days to go!!!!